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Party Anthems for Agoraphobics

by Spaceshow

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*stranger things soundbite*
2.
Anxiety 01:08
I can't sit still I can't relax. My head is shaking faking heart attacks, while both my lungs collapse. And god forbid I stop feeling morbid, as if another night in would absolve me of my sins. I am boring and always fucking tired. Wasting my time, it's only uninspired. High beams blind me, remind me I'm not alone. Stoned on the drive home.
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Call me 01:44
Seems like life has lost its spark. I'm too numb to have a heart. Another cynical remark, cry over chords and call it art. As it's often told, I'm too young to feel this old. Somewhere beyond our doctor's hold lie idle minds cognized to be sold. You say 'You don't make much sense anymore. Yet you wonder what I don't call for.' I don't make much sense anymore. Yet I wonder what you don't for.
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Complacency 02:33
Are we drawn to what we love or our concepts from what we're made of? I am mumbling nothing to no one. It'd make sense if I had some. Talk to myself too often, they're killing all my friends Boston. To deny and ignore is their master plan, just like a complacent American. Mike Pence will rot in the same hell he thinks I will; spreading warped words of god and his evil goodwill. Prepare for the war you voted for.
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Silent night, no holy sight. All is wrong and nothing's right. Come now hurry before I breakdown. There's no need to worry if you're not around. I'm caving from secrets I'm keeping and craving the peace I have sleeping.
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This ring weighs more than you would ever know. I've grown wise to you samwise and I won't share the load. We've left desires in the shire now it's dire I'm so tired of climbing these crooked stairs. It's dangerous business walking out your front door unprepared. Dododo dodo mr frodo. Uh oh oh no frodo there's a spider up ahead. Deceived by Gollum, I swear I didn't eat the lembas bread. Use sting to protect the ring. do what you can or anything to stay alive in Shelob's lair and survive's my only prayer.
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Progress 02:34
I'm mosquitoes food in a bad mood, howling at the moon outside my room. Well it's progress I assumed. But now you're leaving like they all do, couldn't see it through. How could I blame you? I'm nowhere near who I used to be. How long till you see the real me? And since I asked for help, they've thrown pills and pills that they've felt would help save me from myself. I'm an outsider that likes to stay inside. The kind to push away only to be left alone with my pride. I'm only lonely but I've made plans of roaming at gloaming. As someone told me in my dreams, break the walls and tear the seems of themes and every rhyming scheme depicting my self esteem. Uh oh oh no I know it's low. Still sick of myself and of the spaceshow. I think I know I knew it all along; what I knows wrong I put in songs.
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Amends 01:22
There's something about waiting. I know I'm spacing, but contemplating. Your walls are wheezing, I'm the virus from within. Your house will cough me out, I'll drift away among the wind. Another chance to live and make amends, rock bottom's my platform to start again. Another day to live and make amends, rock bottom's my platform to start and rebuild again.
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released December 30, 2016

pictured: my bud andrew (thanks andrew)

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Spaceshow New Lenox, Illinois

These songs are the result of writing and recording music in my bedroom for the last few years. In other words; it's free for a reason.

If you want to talk or chords to a song send me an email!
mattjpollock2@gmail.com
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